Before the winter holidays, I had 2 coursework which I need to complete. It was my first time writing business essay and the marks will be taken into account. I was so stressed up, struggling to finish it and write it in a way that I felt was the correct and best way. I had no idea how to write in order to impress the marker. By having the deadline creeping near, I had no choice but to complete it. I did my best, handed in and hope for the best.
However, it didn't turn out to be what I hoped for. I only got 35%. I am still uncertain that is it over 50% or 100%, but I'm assuming the worst case, which is over 100%. I don't want to fail this module. My coursework is 50% of the total mark, another 50% will be the upcoming exam on the 19/1/2015 and is negative marking (which is you will be rewarded 1 mark if you answer correctly, and will be deducted marks if you get the wrong answer). This is just so nerve-wracking. This is unlike in high school or college anymore. I've been studying and I sincerely hope that I would be able to score in the upcoming exam, keeping my fingers crossed, I pray.
2015. A brand new start, of course, with my birthday on the 1/1. Although I'm in UK, but I did my 'countdown' in my room, not in Nottingham Castle or London with the fireworks. Oh well, I have 3 years here, sure will have chance to go to those places. Thought that it will be a dull year birthday celebration, but guess what, I was surprised by my friends on 12am that night. They came in with a birthday cake, so happy and surprised. Just before I sleep, I got another surprise. Got a reply from a guy, saying that he likes me. As I know him, I had a really hard time figuring out is he fooling around or serious about what he just said. Then I decided to reply, trying to get an answer to my question. Least did I expect that, he was actually serious. OH MY GOD! he asked me could I be his girlfriend. It took me really by surprised!! But I was so happy. I later decided that we can be a couple, for one month trial, if everything goes well, then we could officially start, or else, we could just remain as friends. He agreed. He bought me a birthday present(jacket from UNIQLO which I am wearing now), gave it to me on my birthday night, came knocking on my door. I was so shy looking at him.
3/1/2015. His birthday. We were only the same age for 2 special days. Amazing! I baked chocolate cake and went to surprised him on 12am that night. One thing stupid about myself, I bought a shirt for him, with the design of 'games of thrones', however, I bought a girls shirt. stupid isn't it?! so so embarrassing!
We are just in trial, but I am giving in so much, doing so much for him, all willingly, I have absolutely no idea why. He have 2 coursework which will due tomorrow. For the past few days, I have been accompanying him in the library until late at night. Before this, cook lunch and dinner for him, so that he can concentrate on his coursework. He is so stressed up, but I have not a single idea how to help and comfort him, so, the only thing I could do is to accompany him. Sometimes sit beside him, sometimes out of his sight, let him fully concentrate. Besides his 2 coursework, this genius still have a mooting competition against Queen's University in Belfast on 15/1. Super busy. Then after the competition, he will need to study for his exam that will be on the 20 and 22. After 22, he'll finally be more free and relax.
What do I like about him? I don't know. But he could make me shy and blush so much. We have quite a few moments together before we got together. I first know him when we went to Pasar Malam together during the freshers week. He is handsome (blush). I have no idea when he starts to like me and when I like him as well. The first time I felt something was the first time we went clubbing together. I dragged him along as I feel more secure with him by my side. That night, he held my hand, protect me, and even hugged me, I didn't want that day to end. I was so happy. Later on, we went playing badminton together, he even started going to gym with me. One time, we even went swimming together, which I never did with other guys before, just the 2 of us, of course there were other people, but just the 2 of us swimming together. We even walked to Jubilee together at night after dinner as he wanted to play badminton with the other students there, and I went to the gym, cause my badminton skills is not that good~ That night was really a work out for me, did gym for about 2 hours. Amazed by myself.
I like him singing randomly, I like him being so nice to me, I like the look of him being so serious at work, I like him when he smiles, I like him when he make me smile.
He's sometimes very evil, went holiday and took pictures of those nice,yummy food and nice places he went, sent it to me, making me super jealous and envy!
He's so lazy, that always after I cook for him, he didn't even volunteer to wash the dishes!
Evil, isn't it? but I just like to be by his side. Can do nothing to help now, but at least mentally supporting him.
I have no idea that will this relationship last, but God, I am following my heart and feelings now, and I am happy. Please bless both of us. Praying hard for him to accomplish his coursework by tonight. I have finish writing this blog and I wonder how many pages have he did.
Hope everyone will do well in exams, some started today and some starting tomorrow. All the best!
I would like to end this with:
每個人，都在等一個人，等待一个能够看到自己与众不同的，那个人。。
<等一個人咖啡>
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